AHAHAHA THANK YOUU

for cheering me up. anyways ima copy clara and list the things i want

i want

more money
better friends
a better car
better connections
better clothes
better shoes
time
better teachers
a wide vocabulary
a decent conversation with a person
a person i can relate to
a person who understands me
to write a song
to graffiti the school
to pull a prank on the school
retreat ?
to forget things i want to forget
people to like me
to impress the one i like
to try new things
skydive
reminisce with someone





this weeks been the hardest week of the month so far due to friends, grades, and life in general. i had a fight with my mom and dad about my earrings and shaving my head ? who fights about those kind of stuff yaknow ? i said i wanted to shave my head and get black earrings but my mom said youre going to get a bad rep but i already have a bad red according to people who know me already so why not right ? just kidding. i would never fall or stoop that low. today i was talking to a girl i havent talked to in awhile and she thought she was the SHITTTT. i miss her yaknow but this is what her text said.

March 8th 2:34 : Sorry! i was at church. But i'm sure you like my hour interval replies. Um, noo? haha
uhhhh i dont really care if you text me back or not ? HAAAHAHAHHAHAHA




anyways ive been thinking alot lately. About life and the friends i choose. Guys can get along easily, i mean they have something in common and they go what up ( the little handshake) and they talk about it. but when a guy wants to talk to a girl its like ahsjdshjkashkasj. i think im going to choose my friends carefully cause some of my friends are uhhhhhh not what they seem to be ? i went to the beach right ? and i saw 73127821 couples holding hands & kissing & and walking their kids. i wonder if im going to be like that. i mean i really want to be a dad. teaching my kids how to walk and what to say to adults and teaching them KOREAN. ASJKLDASKLJS my brothers here so see you laters