Childhood memories

are so careless and so free. i remember this one time i was with this girl ( whom im not mentioning :D) we were upstairs in my room and my mom and her friend were at her house drinking coffee. i was playing DDR in my computer and she was reading a book o_______O i got really tired cause i was playing WAY too hard to impress her yaknowww ? then i asked her for water and she said okay my little dongseng AHHAHAHAHA
that was the first time i went WHOA i like this girl :D.

Scary childhood memories for me are like ......
i remember when i was 7 years old my mom and dad had their first first fight. i was REALLY sick and i went to my room to sleep it off. i woke up around 2ish. i woke up cause i heard this loud THUD THUD THUD sound in my parents room and i got curious to see what it was. when i tried to get up i couldnt move at ALL. then i heard this feeling like a scratching in my legs. it started crawling on me to my neck and it stayed there for a while uhhhhhh yepyep. then i started to move my fingers and it kinda started to move and my neck too. the feeling went away and i still went to my parents room. when i opened my parents room BOOM black & white ALL over the room. my parents were stick figures SCREAMING at each other. my dad looked at me with these flaming eyes but it was black o___O. they both were skinny like a stick figure and they both had no flame but they had black eyes staring at me. then my dad closed the room and i started hearing my mom screaming and PAH PAH PAH sound comming from the room. i opened the room again ALL RED this time. so i got really scared and went to my parents bed and slept there for a while. when i woke up it was REALLY REALLY wet, stickyish. i saw my hands and my body and i saw this black liquid dripping just dripping. i started freaking out and i ran to my parents closet and fell asleep there for a couple of hours crying and wondering whats happening. i woke up hearing this loud pitch scream like nails on a chalkboard. when i looked up there was a black figure with scratches all over its body & black eyes. i remember the black eyes. it looked like the eclipse yeahhhh two black suns staring right into your eyes. anyways it started crawling to me. not even walking or running. just crawling to me but i remember it had no fingers and it was crawling -____-. anyways when it got to my legs my legs started turning PITCH BLACK and it started getting really really hot. the figure got next to me and whispered im here for you and youre going to stay with me forever. i was like JSAKLDSJAKLJLKAJSLKDLKAW i could actually FEEL the hair running down my arms and its fingerless hand brushing my hair. then i heard the loud pitch screaming comming from the outside of my closet. it opened and i saw my mom dressed in all white with my dad and this white cup in each of their hand. i went to them and i woke up
weird huh :D

Friends & family

ITSSSSSSSSSS 4:27 AM

& im not tired at all . ive been listening to the same song for the past hour or so hahaha . anyways tomorrow should be fun cause its PARTY TIMEEEEE
goodbyeish too lazy to write more

random things

ABOUT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

1. i love nick
2. i cant do my work unless i have my ipod
3. i love the smell of windex
4. i brush my teeth in the shower
5. i really really really like voicemails and such
6. i LOVE baja fresh ASJDIPQWJDIOJQWIO
7. i dont really like soda :|
8. im willing to try ANYTHINGGG new
9. i hate june kim
10. if you call me at 3am ill probably be awake
11. sing in the shower EVERDAYYYYYY
12. likes to record things
13. OHHHHH TAKES PICTURES OF THE SKY
14. loves the pattern of the scotch tape O_______O it looks so nice
15. danny says drugs are bad for you
16. i use wax on my hair :D
17. i like girls that tie their hair back
18. girls are stupid according to me
19. once i read i cant stop
20. my 0 button doesnt really work

WHOAAAAAAAAAAA

its 2:28 ahahah
i havent been sleeping much lately.
too much homework, projects, and graffiti. ;)
i've been interested in graffiti for a longgggg time and i have no idea why.
ill post my taggings and my work soon haha :)

mmmmmmmm let me tell you a few things about my bestfriend
shes really really really slow but its kindaa keeuhwuh HAHA
mmm shes doing well in school but failing on the boys subject
i get to see her likeeee a few times a year which is -______-
i dont even know how we became bestfriends :O
one day i think she saiddddddd OMG youre my bestfriend !
something along those lines x)
OHHHHH and she LOVESSSSSSSSSS food and VEGAS
and and and korean dramas -_____-
she cries alot
she smiles alot
shes sad even though shes happy


another close friend of mine is ajl
hahahha a nickname i gave to her awhileeee back
she is uhhhhhh unexplainable ?
she does things and talks about things no other girl would talk about and i find that really really uhhhhh unique but its a good thing !
shes not doing in the boys section either HAHA
anywayssssssss thats it for nowwwww
seeyalaterrrrrrrr






ohhhhhhhh sidenote im still sick








goooooooodddnightttttttttt

TOO gangster & TOO high good for some people

anyone else thing that ? honestlyyy i can say when im walking down the halls of my high school and people say whats up to me, throwing up signs, druggies and stoners giving me the wink or the sign of pack it, fighters and thugs giving me the eye haha. you ever think that youre too good for em ? i know its really bad to judge people but some people are just plain uhhhh strange ?

being too gangsterrrrr hahahaha. i think music has a HUGE influence on high schoolers and jr highers. i know for a FACT that when youre walking down the halls listen to hardcore rap, you'll think youre gangster and you'll walk with a swag haha. trust meeeeee been there done that. if youre a heavy listener and you listen to death metal, you just wanna get someone and beat em up. AUISD)(U@!)(DU@! ohhhhh and stoners :| if you listen to reggae, i look down on you mannnnnnnn. reggae's suppose to be about fighting for what you believe in and stoners changed that by saying i believe mary jane should be legal ? "fight for my drug" & "fight for my pain reliever" God gave us pain and we should take it all in, not use some herb or medical substance. im pretty sure god wouldnt give us emotions if we couldnt handle them so even if youre going through a REALLY hard time or been through a hard time, just endure it and know that it wasnt that hard and hard times will come.


anywayssss happy late birthday to esther right ? :D
happy happy 16 !
thought she was going to be little foreverrrrr even though she doesnt know much HAHA i meannnnnn she knows a lot but the sexual stuff ? nahhhh ;)


anyone want to go to alaska or japan with me when their older ? not like 20ish maybe like 30ish ? 40ish even ! i really want to see these





amazing huh ?

it is

3:46 & i've been thiking and come to think of it, i dont regret alot of things

HEROESSSSSSS

is the best tv series next to lost and beethoven virus :D
i wish i could have powers like them. i wouldnt mind if i had a stupid power like breathing underwater or making TOAST with my mind. Lostttttttt ? i wish i can be stuck on an island with random people or people i know. wouldnt that be fun ? trying to survive, eat, SLEEPING IN THE RAIN A*SD()@!D()!D*@!. anddddd beethoven virussss . how he talks is so amazing. he treats people like DOGS and barks em around like their little kids AHHAHAHAHAHA . i wish i can do that to people sometimes haha.

anyways im sick againnnnnn like really really sick i mean like coughing BLOOD sick and couldnt sleep till 5 SICK & couldnt go to SCHOOL SICK AS*E()*@!()@! people are telling me to get check ups but i dont want to be a burden to my mama and papa ughhhh i dont know what to doooo. anyways i think some people are REALLY REALLY shady cause of what they say and do. thats all for now ;)

7 up and orange juice ?

whoever drinks that is a SICKKKKKKK sorry shrimp but i had to say it. im willing to try new things but that just sounds NASTYYYYYY AJSDIOJQWIOWQJQW

so so so janes list, why it sucks to be a girl. ima make some things too but for GUYS

1. it doesnt suck AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

OHHHH something important ! theres a sign i found on google

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if you WERENT a christian, wouldnt you be curious to find out if theres life after death ?

jason mraz

what a man . he was a bit underground but after im yours he got like ASJDOIWQJQIODJWQO WHOOOOOOOSH also i heard hes gay but does that really matter ? as long as he does his thing its fine right ? anyways THIS SONG IS LIKE JSADOJWQIO

i mean who can do that ? play the guitar & sing like an angel in FRANCE
i say you say jason mraz is the mannnnn .
anyways this song got me thinking about life . not that i question god or anything but do we really have free will ? i mean think about it, lets say our life is like a mouse maze and at the end theres cheese. lets say the cheese is god & the maze is our life and the choices we make . you can get lost & stuck on the way & take many turns as you want but at the end the cheese is still there right ? what happens if one stays & gives up ?

Inspired by others, i made a blog. Isn't it crazy how a simple blog can change EVERYTHINGGG ? You put yourself in front of EVERYONE to see how you talk/type, what you did, and if you can spell :( .
Anywaysss todays valentines day that means HEARTSSSSSS right ? NOPEEEEE
Katie lee said its S.A.D. day aka Single Awareness Day -_______-. So happy SAD or Happy V Day whateverrrr. Ohhhh i think i have A.D.D. O________O
and TB cause i keep on coughing BLOOD *#@!()*@! time for a check up yeahyeah ? mmm my first blog is kinda pointlessish.
i wonder if people check their blog before posting it . should i ? nahhhhhhh
waste of time . kindish